Now available in the freezer section from your local grocer.
Posted in Relationships on Sep 28th, 2008
This post will be a little non-standard. Usually I write things as a monologue, but this one will be continuing a dialogue. My last post got a few responses, one of them from my ex-fiancée, Steph. I am grateful that she took all the time and effort required to write me what was a very [...]
Posted in Relationships on Sep 22nd, 2008
I received a message from someone that I've been reading, re-reading, and re-reading again. It's been on the forefront of my thought, consuming my mind almost, so I think writing a direct response and trying to organize my thoughts through writing is the best thing I can do right now for the sake of my [...]
Posted in Philosophy on Sep 15th, 2008
This is what I've been thinking about lately: how utterly meaningless my life is, and probably your's as well. I guess I can understand if you're tempted to dismiss this as me being bleak and cynical, but hear me out. It's no secret that I've gotten pretty worked up and stressed out over things like [...]
Posted in Philosophy on Sep 10th, 2008
Seriously, just tonight I had a revelation and I think I've got it down now. Oh, and by the way, after figuring things out, I've realized that the "sign" I was hoping for two posts ago is probably meaningless. I've come to accept that not everything that happens is going to be a sign; that's [...]
Posted in General on Sep 9th, 2008
My best friend Chris Giles is absolutely amazing. He's been so supportive through all the crap I've put myself through, and is just genuinely a very good guy that I'm so grateful to know. I thought I'd share a few gems from my e-mail inbox to highlight certain excerpts from some of our conversations. First, [...]
Posted in Coding, Philosophy, Relationships on Sep 8th, 2008
At some point in August, I just started becoming aware, much more frequently, that a lot of little things in life can be taken as metaphors and analogies for much bigger life events. It can be simple things, like getting lost while driving and having to take repeated U-turns, immensely pouring rain showing up pretty [...]
Posted in Relationships on Sep 5th, 2008
Disclaimer: the good part starts in the 7th paragraph, counting this disclaimer as 1. I have discovered a great truth of humanity, and seeing as I am clearly the first person to be able to state this so eloquently, I am going to take all the credit for this discovery. Relationships are frustrating. So you [...]
Posted in Relationships on Sep 4th, 2008
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. Fuck fuck fuck fuckity fuck fuck fuck fuck. Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck. Fuuuuuuck. Fuck fuck fuck. Your mom fuck. Fuck. Fuckfuckfuck. Fuck. Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck. Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. FUCK. FUCK. FUCKING FUCKING FUCK. FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK. F-U-C-K Fuck! Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck fuck [...]